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お見舞いも難しい今、母が病院から一時帰宅できることになり慌てて家に帰ることに。

酸素を常に吸入していなければいけないので「嫌でしょ。」というものの声は明るくて、変わらない母です。

わたしはこの数年とても内向きで過去の出来事が辛く思えることが多くなってしまっていたのですが、短時間でベッドを自作のクッションやらでお気に入りの空間に仕上げている母と顔を合わせて手を握ると、今のわたしはしっかり自分が自分の人生を生きているってすごく嬉しくなりました。

本当に大きな転機が世界中の人に訪れているように思えます。

子供の頃の写真を何枚かみつけました。

なんとも言えない姉の表情とだいたい意識のないわたし。

My older sister's expression was indescribable, and I was generally unconscious.I wonder what this rock is.hahaha〜🪨

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Now that it was difficult to visit her, I rushed home when my mother was allowed to go home temporarily from the hospital.

She has to be on oxygen all the time and She doesn’t like it living in like other planet .But her voice is cheerful and she is still the same mother.

I've been looking inward for the past few years, so introvert, and the events of the past have often seemed painful to me, but when I saw my mother in a short time, making her bed into her favorite space with her own cushions and such, and held her hand, I felt so happy that I was now living my own life. 

It seems like a really big turning point is coming for people all over the world you see.

I found some photos from my childhood. ☝️

Thank you so much for looking through it.

Please be safe.

Sakiyo